Tuesday, April 28, 2009

Monday, April 27, 2009

A message from my dance teacher.

after we had our warm up in dance she sat us all down and started to talk to us. She talked about our talent and our potential. Then she said "who has a dream?" "raise your hand if you have a dream". I raised my hand high, knowing i had a dream. She said you all can reach your dreams.......... but the only thing that is holding you back is your self. I thought about it, but it just didn't seam to fit for my dream.......... but maybe i am holding my self back??? I can sorta see how it might apply to me. I want my dream to become known......... but i feel scared to tell certin people.
Im kinda going off track but thinking about this made me remember about a lesson we had in seminary.
God will take away something that is so dear to you,....... and thats just part of the test, but he only does that because he has something better waiting for you. You have to have faith that, that something better will come :) :)

Sunday, April 26, 2009

I can only dream

its hard for me to see how i cant have my dream now.
why cant i do it now?
why is it so hard?
does anyone really know how badly i want this?
i want to do this more than anything else.
i really want to find someone that can help me put on a performance.
if i could just do it once
and let people see how awesome it really is
then maybe people will want me to preform at more places
but if i could find anyone
who felt the same way i do and wants to do it
then we could fulfil our dream together.
and maybe become world known!
i feel like if i try my hardest and have faith that it will happen
andif i put it out to the universe
then maybe
just maybe
my dream will come will come true
if my dream comes true
i will share my knowledge
with those who want to do it as much i did
oh how i can only dream right now
my dream will live on
it will not die
i will never
no never
let it leave my heart
my dream was found
and was really close to coming true
it was just found by the wrong mind
i challenge myself everyday
to stay on the right track
and not stray from what i know
i know if i do my part and i try my hardest
then god will help what i can not do.
i believe in the beauty of dreams
and will never let go of that belief.
its so close i can almost see it!
every move i make feels lost with no direction.
but i just have to keep going
and be strong
and keep pushing on
im gonna loose sometimes
like i already did
it shook my faith
but i did not loose it
its back and strong
and ready to try again.

to those who believe in the beauty of your dreams
don't give up!!

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

The climb

I can almost see it
That dream im dreaming
but theres a voice inside head saying
you'll never reach it
every step im taking
every move i make feels
lost with no directon
my faith is shakin
but i gotta keep trying
gotta keep my head held high
there's always gonna be another mountin
im always gonna wanna make it move
always gonna be an uphill battle
sometimes im gonna have to lose
ain't about how fast i get there
ain't about what's waiting on the other side
its the climb
the struggles im facing
the chances im taking
somtimes might knock me down
but no, im not breaking
i may not know it
but these are the moments that
im gonna remember most
just keep pushing on
keep the faith
(lyrics from miley cyrus)
(i added a little)